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orthodontics is nv easy for me
The bad news came to me this morning while having my dental appt. I was told that my teeth will nv ever be 100% str unless i go for a jaw operation. It came so sudden to me bcos after visiting qy in the hospital, i keep telling my frenz that i am afraid that i might need the same operation one day if my teeth still not in place, and yet it did really happened to me now. Afterall, i spend so much time, money and hardwork to go for this orthodontics treatment, the results that i pinned for long is no longer going to be fulfilled. Right now inside me im feeling kinda frustrated with all the process i have gone through past 4 yrs time. Nobody will be able to understand how i feel when i saw my frens who gone through the treatment later than me had alr removed from their braces. Wat's more the process is nv smooth for me. I had my gum surgery after a yr of treatment, plucking of 2 teeth after 2 1/2 yrs and as i started to think that it will be smooth for me throughout the remaining treatment, the news broke out telling me that my lower jaw has shifted towards the right and it can only be adjusted back slightly unless i attempt to go for the jaw operation. Isnt it wat qy had gone thru last week? I still rmbed that i had smsed her b4 her operation telling her not to worry of the operation bcos i told her once she overcome that stage her jaws will be in place and her teeth will be str. Im certainly sure that is what ppl like us who had their their braces on hope to achieve at the end. But when i visited her after the operation, i realised it really takes one's courage to go through that operation and i will nv ever consider myself for that operation. Never!! At that moment, my mind came to a conclusion-INVESTMENT LOSS. I wanted badly to correct my crooked teeth when i was in primary school and immediately when i hit the minimum age to work i start to earn for my orthodontics fees. but now even my only hope is gone.. my teeth will never be perfect anymore!
p.o.r.k.y ♥ 12:59 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
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