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all this is fate i guess... =(
today i had a nice chat with a fren... good news and bad news... mayb i shall state the good news first. the team will soon be reviving!! i shall not disclose any further... those who interested to find out more can approach me in msn ya??
as for the bad news will be quite alot to say bcos i had been hiding it for long. i feel that im quite a busybody sometimes when actually i can sit back and do nth rather than doing alot of things. i always ended up doing a great deed for the team and the team members but at the same time it caused myself alot problems like conflicts, cannot get along well with someone etc. although i keep telling my frens that i would not care anymore for the team or watever stuffs that need my help as i always feel that i may do alot in the beginning but when things go smoothly i become totally inexist, however, it's abit difficult for me not to care and help if i have the means to do so. mayb tis is my life and is determined that im a somebody at the same time im oso jus a nobody. mayb when my frens read bout this they may feel hurt or angry with me... but this is really my thoughts and it had been kept long inside my heart. now i no longer have the captain's title and i tot life would be easier for me cos whether the team is formed or not is no longer a big issue for me. mayb im wrong... i may seems unbothered by sptt stuff but when i see xq got so worried that the team might not be able to form i couldnt take it so lightly anymore. haix... very vexed now... why do i have to keep the sufferings myself??
p.o.r.k.y ♥ 10:27 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
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